09 December 2007

It's beginning to look alot like Christmas

...everywhere you go....

i love that song. i was on my bike today where i started to sing to myself "this christmas" & later on proceeded to put in my 98-degrees christmas cd in (hey, they do a really great job w/the accapellas!) i think one of the reasons why people attenuate christmas on being special is because of the joy, wonderment and magic that occurs during the holiday season.

christmas is always filled with tradition and wanting to be close to those you love. i think i've had pretty lonely christmas pasts over the past few years. that sucks. i'd love nothing more than to have someone special to trudge to the mall or look online for ... to see the joy i brought for them for christmas.

one of these days, someone will do that for me. dear santa, please bring me someone like that.

on a different note, i like to joke around with my friends when things in my romantic life go awry that it's similar to carrie from 'sex and the city' or meredith from 'grey's anatomy.' today, i feel like carrie, an episode where she's yelling at mr. big: everytime we become something, i get burned. everytime .... i get hurt.

songs to fit my mood:
  1. "the trouble with love is" - kelly clarkson
  2. "breathe in breathe out" - mat kearney
  3. "wonderful world" - james morrison
  4. "i'll be home for christmas" - [insert your favorite artist here]