Bah hum bug... rant

I miss gentlemanly behavior.

I miss receiving flowers for the sole reason of being thought of.

The holidays always makes me wishful, but always for something more than I can attain. I think that's why it makes some depressed ... because they want something that's almost impossible in this time.

Dear Christmas, it's been a pretty emotional year but I hope that you'll bring me peace of mind, serenity, and please bring back my full-loving heart. Bring my destiny to a reality.